What do you do when you cant get to a appointment that potentially could tell me if I have cervical cancer .
Sat here in tears because still after 2 months after my smear which come back abnormal I still ahvent had my colposcopy .First appointment was for hosp miles away and at 3 pm which I couldn’t do for obvious reasons .I then had absolte ball ache of rearragngin etc ,it finally had to put through as emergency to a differnet hosp .While doing this I explained about my sitation of no childcare ..for some reason it seems ok to keep asking what you have no one ?? No I don’t deal with it .
So today I received my new appointment ..yes at nearer hosp but still cant go as wont b back in time for school run .
I feel shit because all of this has made me again realise how alone I am and have no support .
If I don’t attned this one it says on letter il b referred again which will be another wait .
When you have a child with autism you cant simly leave them with anyone .He also has only been at new shool since oct so I don’t know any parents and the school has no after school childcare facilities .
I don’t know what to do .Its all very well social sevices getting involved when the ex makes allegiatins about me but when I rang them and explained this situation they couldn’t do anything .
Im worried,scared and you know what im fucked off and angry that im even in this boat .